Welcome to the forum Darren.
Im glad to hear that the jws have helped you during a difficult time in your life.
That is what Christianity is all about, with NO CONDITIONS.
Many of us here, however, do not feel that there are no conditions, with jws.
I agree with WMF above. It is a good thing that they have helped you with the drugs, etc.
However, they are not the only religion who can produce testimonies of people they have helped
(though they like to think they are).
You are not baptised. Dont rush or allow yourself to be pushed, in that direction.